Crazy Enough

Your honesty
Intriguing as it is
May just lead us towards
One last abyss
That final kiss
The day we say goodbye
We lose it all
Our lives become a mess
I’m screaming here
Total distress
Don’t cry now hun
I’ll try my best

If we’re crazy enough
To be in love
May be all we need
To risk it all
To find someone to trust
If we’re crazy enough
To overlook reality
Regarding circumstances as a must
May be happiness then
Would get a hold of us

The logical dispute
So sound & bullet proof
Sweet heart
That I couldn’t ever refute
Scientific proof
Convincing you
With hardcore evidence that love exists
A camouflaged disguise
Hidden within the mist
As ludicrous as saying
That people lie
who would’ve guessed?

If we’re crazy enough
To be in love
May be all we need
Is risk it all
Find someone to trust
If we’re crazy enough
To overlook reality
Regarding circumstances as a must
May be happiness then
would get a hold of us

That velvet scarf you wear
Insane is a bit extreme
Add a little tenderness & care
The fear of losing what we don’t have
The chances lost being too scared
I may be called more than one thing
At least I’m here I’m still trying
I’ll knock each & every door
Don’t tell me I can’t win this war

Yes I’m crazy enough & more than enough
I’ll only stop when my bell rings
Not when another loser sings
In life its a must
To find someone to trust
That is happiness we don’t know
Till we’ve lost

I Disappear

The pleasant denial
Within both your eyes
You stutter & tremble
“I hate all your lies”
Yet seemingly if I say
“I Love you ”
I’m sure you’d like that
Although its not true

The magical trick no one can deny
It won’t be repeated
So open your eyes
For this is the greatest
No one can fake this
To make a bunny appear out of your hat
Yes “I disappear”
Its as easy as that

You cave in to pressure
To provide others with pleasure
Or just walk away
You feel it’s aggressive
You know the pain
But further along
Down that same road
If you do what they want
You’ll only lose you & end up alone

That magical trick
To you it seems slick
It might be repeated
So open your eyes
For this is the greatest
Honestly no lies
No one can fake this
Except may be I
To make a bunny appear out of your hat
Yes “I disappear”
Its as easy as that

At ease? yes please
Happy? not all can be
Yet try yes try
There’s only one way
The wand in my hand
As I cast the spell
That I’d ever been there
Now no one can tell

A magical trick
With tears in my eyes
Never will I repeat it
Again in my life
For every magic
Has a price to pay
& this one’s just

Brings tears to my eyes

 

Amaze

Hey
You’re standing all alone
Wouldn’t you rather be with friends?
With people you love till the end?
Sitting in the dark to you
Better than the light ?
Its true
Solitude comforts us
Engages our senses
Soothes our hearts
Eases our minds
We don’t have to trust

Sleeping closing your eyes
Lost in the deepest parts
Within your mind
Awake, Arise , Assert
Pull out through all the hurt
Amaze Amaze Amaze
Open up their eyes to see
The real you hidden underneath
Get out of the death trap maze
Put an end to the chase

Hello
This is someone you once knew
That day long ago meant to me
More than anything yet
At the same time I couldn’t say
A single word to you
Even though I say the truth
Its easier to lie
Cause then I’d protect whats hidden inside

Sleeping closing your eyes
Lost in the deepest parts
Within your mind
Awake, Arise , Assert
Pull out through all the hurt
Amaze Amaze Amaze
Open up their eyes to see
The real you hidden underneath
Get out of that death trap maze
Put an end to this race

Farewell
A word we choke on often
Don’t know where to begin
If loss was something less
Then life is something more
We take it for granted
But shouldn’t no more
To see your face now
I’d fight this war

Sleepy closing your eyes
Lost in the deepest parts
Within your mind
Awake, Arise , Assert
Pull out through all the hurt
Amaze Amaze Amaze
Open up their eyes to see
The real you hidden underneath
Get out of that death trap maze
Its time to unmask their face

Majestic Dream

The pleasure & plunder
You’re wondering under
Which sky do we stay ?
We rot & decay
Bodies grow older
I’m only a soldier
Who fights for you, pray?
Its subtle you’re settled
This life is all
We’ll ever see
Even if belief
Comes not to you
You try to not try
Escape & Elude
Respect is denied
Yet you who are you ?
Within this one fight
Your soul sticks like glue

This is my Majestic dream
Paradise is not a scheme
Religion is my sole belief
The thing that gives me most relief
Not for scoundrels to make money from
Nor Politicians to win elections
The armor that shields me
Makes me immortal
Saves my heart from
All the poison

You don’t even feel its there
Your eyes all they see
Material despair
Your nose surely smells
The stench of those lies
Religion is not what you have in mind
The rules they play by are too hard
So deny
They ever existed
Erase from your mind
The very notion that made you define
But that’s only you
To me its too cruel

This is my Majestic dream
Paradise is not a scheme
Religion is my sole belief
The thing that gives me most relief
Not for scoundrels to make money from
Nor Politicians to win elections
The armor that shields me
Makes me immortal
Saves my heart from
All the poison

Come a day brighter than any other
You’ve been stabbed by who your brother?
Tell me why is it this way?
Behaving in a fashioned shame?
You’ve got your guide
While they have none
Yet you behave like
You’re a bum
The words you recite
Are they just words?
Actions speak louder
They are what hurt
Intentions are fake
Your words they may sway
People to your way
Yet truth & deception
Are not the same to me

This is my Majestic dream
Paradise is not a scheme
Religion is my sole belief
The thing that gives me most relief
Not for scoundrels to make money from
Nor Politicians to win elections
The armor that shields me
Makes me immortal
Saves my heart from
All the poison

This my Majestic dream
Absolute honesty
No one to back stab me
Intentions clear as the sun in the sky
Friend or foe come forth show your sign
Treat me not as if I am blind

Heal

To realize
Your own demise
Its eminent
So be more wise
I pay the price
For my mistakes
Stop chasing all the falling flakes
The snow surrounds you
You can’t see white
Black is there within your eyes
You’re blinded by the hate
The darkness in your heart
Engulfed within the hurt

You think its there
A magic wand to make you well?
Its all surreal with no appeal
Take time
Do blame
It is pain
It should hurt
You should hate
You should wait
This is real
Accept fate
Its not late

Heal
Know that this is real
It is what you feel
The world often takes us by surprise
Engulf us in the lies
The source of all the misery
Its not anything I say
Its me

Hearts at War

The same old saying they say
After love is gone
Nothing remains
Shall we prevail ?
Unleash the darkness within ?
Denounce it as unreal ?
Poisoned tears
Nothing heals
The pain he feels
Walk away ?
This is harder than they say
Easily sacrifice my life
But there are things I hold
More precious to me
For what is a life
But a moment passing by ?
Doesn’t everything start after we die?

Heart ache pain & Nothing more
Tell me how to fight this war
Even if all of our dreams were messed
We stay. Hold our ground
To God we’ll pray
Coz after all the wrong we’ve done
We still seek forgiveness
There’s nowhere to run

This confusion deep inside
Stemming from that other side
The root of all evil is you
You still in denial ?
There’s a penalty you’ll have to pay
One day may be
You’ll look back and say
Everything has a price
Wish I’d been more wise
If forgiveness is my path
I’d do anything to evade God’s wraith
For what else is more dear ?
Who else should we fear ?
If we chose not to be saved
What awaits us in the grave?

If all we want is nothing more
Show me how to end this war
All of our hopes have paved the way
For us to become what we don’t wanna be
We still stay hold our ground
To God we pray
Coz after all the wrong we’ve done
We still seek forgiveness
There’s nowhere to run

Within these endless hearts at war
Tell me paradise is behind which door
If all of our dreams fail in life
We still have forever
Its such a cheap price
If all we have to do is stay
A thousand years do nothing but pray
What is a decade or two in life
If what you really want is paradise?
I know it ain’t easy
I just criticize
But I really want to
Please God give me faith

Let it go

Love
There’s no such thing as love
Heaven lies above
I craved for what they call a normal life
Thats all
I shouldn’t have tried to be
The same as them
I’m me
So different in every way
Impossible they say
I’m normal I bleed
The pain is inside unseen
For every one has a dream
But only I it seems
Have screwed all up
This scene just keeps repeating
No matter how hard I keep deleting
You force my hand
To be this man
I don’t know him
I’m me no sin
For if u care enough
You’d know to leave
For when you love someone
You want him happy thats my belief
Even if its not with you
That is love, that is true
But selfishness just lurks inside
& step by step we all go blind
Forgetting all the words we said
The promises broken instead
& there’s a time when you do know
That its just best
To let it go

The End of all Seasons

We’re perfect but not together
Each on his own is better

Everything has a reason

Not some random excuse
We’re human beings
Not to be used

Is it happiness you seek ?
For a month or just a week?
In a moment passing by
No longer are you mine
Joy seems to embrace
Fragments which we often chase
Melodies we sung each time
Right now nothing seems to rhyme
Hold on tight we’re not divine
We’ve committed every crime
May be what we want the most
Isn’t what we should really chose
If we’d known back then
We would’ve avoided everything

Nothing makes sense anymore
Tears of joy or those we mourn?
Words won’t come out
When you’re sore
It seems easier to fight a war
If you’ve ever before mistaken
The worse ever is to feel forsaken
Saying sorry just won’t do
You’re never sure the words are true
There’s always a logical explanation
When we make every decision

But with love that ain’t the case
You just wanna embrace
Spring is when you first meet
The words flow slowly as you speak
Summer I’d say is the time
When the heat in your heart is like flame
Autumn is when its there
The signs of a premature fair well
Winter marks the end
Its so cold you’re no longer friends

Its the end of all seasons
Defying all logic & reasons
Love is just a word
Causing pain & hurt
Take chances fall in love
But the outcome is mostly tough
Good bye is just a word
Yet when we hear it
We know we’ve been hurt

Far Away

You say
You’re quite sorry for me
To be this way
To be the same
As you’ve always been each day
You pray
For a better world
While you stay
Sitting on your couch
Doing nothing day after day
You’re only here for a moment babe
& so you say
Just sit there instead of going away
Fighting the fight or just betray
Being more wise if you want to crave
Love’s not by force
Nor lust it’s no game
It’s just what you know
You trust your own pain
& whatever world beyond this one
What if it’s where we’ve lost not won?
If it’s just proof of being alive
What do we know?
Are we not wise?
Caring only for yourself
This feverish emotion of selfish desire
What if dreams were just inside?

I could’ve locked up all of your pain
Took you far from here away

The sun only shines in several shades
Because our hearts
Ain’t pure this way
I meaning to say that life is this way
It forces our hand makes us betray
It’s not right to go off insane

It won’t take you home
It won’t take your blame
It won’t take it all far away

Take all the chances you wanna take
May we walk from here far away
Burn all the bridges no one to save
Deny all whats them
But what if they’re me?

Loud & clear I’m laughing at you
I’m laughing at all you do
You can’t hide from yourself I say
It’s not hide & seek we play
That one way road you wanna take

It won’t take you home
It won’t take your blame
It won’t take it all far away

Here & There

You say its hard to be
Pray ? You mocking me ?
No time ?. Embrace reality ?.
You’re blind except to what you see

Nothingness is your belief ?
Does it bring you more relief?

I’m coming back to go again
Don’t wait for me I won’t pretend
To be here while I’m actually there
You think you feel something is real?
Although its miles apart you stand
Your heart lies here in my hand
For if you’re gone to never come
I’ll keep it beating on & on
!
So what is it they say
When meanings are lost
Time just fades
Extreme ? or is it fate
The consequences of opening that gate
Never seen before that day
The road that leads through this way
For if its not meant to be
You’ll always be a friend to me
!
I’m coming back to go again
Don’t wait for me I won’t pretend
To be here while I’m actually there
You think you feel something is real?
Although its miles apart you stand
Your heart lies here in my hand
For if you’re gone to never come
I’ll keep it beating on & on
!
Love is a word we use too much
When it goes bad infatuation , lust
Or may be its just pure luck
So in the end what should we trust ?
In our lives to be a must
When here with you
I’m there thats true
We’re close but far
Two hearts at war
Nothing no more
!
I’m coming back to go again
Don’t wait for me I won’t pretend
To be here while I’m actually there
You think you feel something is real?
Although its miles apart you stand
Your heart lies here in my hand
For if you’re gone to never come

I’ll be here standing on my own