An Angel’s Paradise

Light

Peace

Grace

Faith

All you want to see

In one place

Why?

Where ?

When?

Be it right here ?

No way its

There

&

Then

Will I see my loved ones

Ever

Again?

Once I lost my way

All I found was pain

So if I go again

Will you let me in?

Will you?
Will you?

Take me back

Again

Shinning stars in endless skies
Be what may
I am waiting
Be what may
I’m staying

Standing here for all eternity

Till you open that gate

For

Me

If this earth had to offer more than life
I’d give it much more of my time

But the secret’s out

I don’t care anymore

I know what I have to do

So

Will you come with me?

Or

Chose

to

stay

right

here

?

I don’t know whats its like

To be

in

An

Angel’s Paradise

Was the worst

The last day of my life
I prayed
Went to bed
Didn’t know I’m dead

Would’ve done it all so differently

Had I known this was

What would be

The last time I saw your face
Tears were raining down in grace
Solemn figure alone in the rain
Silhouette of an image that remains

Turn your head & walk

Never to look back

If I had the chance

Would it be my last?

For all my mistakes in life

Letting you go

Was Enough

Letting you go

Was the worst

Whispers so slightly gentle
Take your breath its only winter
Frost bite stop
Continue to beat
Oh my heart

Seeing you again
Might just end what remains
Staring back
Look away?

I deserve all this is on me

If I had the chance

Would it be my last?

For all my mistakes in life

Letting you go

Was Enough

Letting you go

Was the worst

Now I’m gone

Don’t worry

Won’t be back

I know its my fault

HEART ATTACK

Mistaken

So

What about you?

What do you do

With your life

True

I can’t be used

I’ve already been cut

To shreds

Time after time

I don’t feel pain

Don’t feel anything

It is my fault
Be it my shame

Laughter & tears

Broken to pieces

Throughout the years

Lost in the mazes

Elaborately scaled

By those who drew me in

Cut off my wings

Chained me to the ground

Weighted by doubt

Couldn’t see  a thing

Blinded by Sin

Cursed everything

Yet if I’d known it

I never would show it

It’s just too hard

Do take my word

My heart was breaking

When I was

Mistaken

Black & White

We’re blinded by

The colors in our lives

The multitude of choices

So we lose sight

Of whats important

What matters most to us

What we can’t live without

Taken for granted

Abused & not wanted

Put the lights out

Lest you be haunted

*Black & white

Wrong & Right

Simple Straight

Play no games

Be the same

Tell no lies

Dare not

Deceive my eyes*

Cross the line

Paint the sky

In different shades
Grey you say?

I don’t know what that is

You won’t fool me

There’s one thing we can do today

Amazing as it is

You live to be like this ?

I never thought I’d miss

Telling the truth’s a bliss

*Black & white

Wrong & Right

Simple Straight

Play no games

Be the same

Tell no lies

Dare not

Deceive my eyes*

The Demon in My Dreams

In time

We know

That childish faults

Make us resort

To hurtful words

That only make the pain

As high  as mountains

We can climb

But never come down

From again

I see it in your eyes

The hurt you must disguise

Its lingering in your voice

There is no you today

The demon in my dreams

Lurking, scheming to take me

To places I’d rather not go

Forever leaving what is true

Oh No

The end is near but

Where to?

I’d see it in the tears you shed

Reflections of me

Lying dead

So what if faces show no lies

& what if faith is

What we deny

If knowing nothing is the same

As being wise

Then end this game

The demon in my dreams

Tricking , Deceiving me

He lured me towards this place

Where everything is

Hurt & pain

To Not Be

I met him on a station

Drenched in rain

Soaking in pain

This man had nothing to say

But surely took his time

His eyes looked so watery

A refelction of all signs

The one that said “Stop”

Just hit me in mind

Old man who are you ?

Why do I see?

There in your eyes

A truth

Lost to me

If its in an instant

Time should’ve

Caught me

Simply off my guard

Would I love

To not be

My comrade on this journey

My partner in my crimes

this old man seemed so wise

He knew which road would take us

Straight to the other side

Hence all my illusions of intellect

Forsake me when I’d seen

Spontaneous by nature

He knew what we need be

Old man how do you know that?

Who taught you what you be?

Within your actions there is

Something I’d never be

If its in an instant

Time should’ve

Caught me

Simply off my guard

Would I love

To not be

As we reached our destination

The old man looked my way

He shock his disapproving

Gazed his sight away

I knew you wouldn’t know me

I feared that come this day

For if you can’t recognize me

What hope do I have but pray

For once I was your best friend

To never leave your side

Remember how you lost me

For I am but your smile

Then & There

Fear of fate

To hurt another

Its your mistake

So dare not bother

Me

With all of the nonsense

That you say

A World conquered while another

Triumphant  we share our trouble

Blades are bloody

With the stain

Of those whom you have slain

No hurt could ever deem itself

Awake

After you’ve been through with it

Oh life

This endless curse of mine

Oh time

Be ware the heart ache that may be divine

Share

Care

Then pause and stare

I’m here & there

I care

I swear

I die again

Right then & there

Forget not it was

The sense of endless loss

If not for you

Then me

My sake or yours may be

I stand & scare myself

From what

I’ve become

So senseless

So numb

I thought it was control

Yet I can’t feel no more

Eyes that can’t see
A heart that won’t beat

You I will meet

Share

Care

Then pause and stare

I’m here & there

I care

I swear

I die again

Right then & there