Dare not Deny

The wicked & the wise
The glitter in their eyes
They’ve both been hurt
Yet I
See all don’t try
To trick me
This one place
I lose faith
!
No inner peace
No inner peace
!
Hold on tight
To me
Please stay
Don’t leave me now today
This I
Ain’t why
Giggling as you say
!
Dare not deny
The how
The why
The one who would be I
Too tired
To even contemplate
Asleep or awake
For the end I do await
!
Fear or fate
The hate
The hate
It boils
Its not fake
The Rage
Leads to second state
!
Engulfed within the lies
Shadows lingering in minds
The dark within the light
Eternal dark for you
& me
!
Dare not deny
The how
The why
The one who should be I
So cry
Asleep or awake
No promises kept
For none were made
!

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Crazy Enough

Your honesty
Intriguing as it is
May just lead us towards
One last abyss
That final kiss
The day we say goodbye
We lose it all
Our lives become a mess
I’m screaming here
Total distress
Don’t cry now hun
I’ll try my best

If we’re crazy enough
To be in love
May be all we need
To risk it all
To find someone to trust
If we’re crazy enough
To overlook reality
Regarding circumstances as a must
May be happiness then
Would get a hold of us

The logical dispute
So sound & bullet proof
Sweet heart
That I couldn’t ever refute
Scientific proof
Convincing you
With hardcore evidence that love exists
A camouflaged disguise
Hidden within the mist
As ludicrous as saying
That people lie
who would’ve guessed?

If we’re crazy enough
To be in love
May be all we need
Is risk it all
Find someone to trust
If we’re crazy enough
To overlook reality
Regarding circumstances as a must
May be happiness then
would get a hold of us

That velvet scarf you wear
Insane is a bit extreme
Add a little tenderness & care
The fear of losing what we don’t have
The chances lost being too scared
I may be called more than one thing
At least I’m here I’m still trying
I’ll knock each & every door
Don’t tell me I can’t win this war

Yes I’m crazy enough & more than enough
I’ll only stop when my bell rings
Not when another loser sings
In life its a must
To find someone to trust
That is happiness we don’t know
Till we’ve lost

I Disappear

The pleasant denial
Within both your eyes
You stutter & tremble
“I hate all your lies”
Yet seemingly if I say
“I Love you ”
I’m sure you’d like that
Although its not true

The magical trick no one can deny
It won’t be repeated
So open your eyes
For this is the greatest
No one can fake this
To make a bunny appear out of your hat
Yes “I disappear”
Its as easy as that

You cave in to pressure
To provide others with pleasure
Or just walk away
You feel it’s aggressive
You know the pain
But further along
Down that same road
If you do what they want
You’ll only lose you & end up alone

That magical trick
To you it seems slick
It might be repeated
So open your eyes
For this is the greatest
Honestly no lies
No one can fake this
Except may be I
To make a bunny appear out of your hat
Yes “I disappear”
Its as easy as that

At ease? yes please
Happy? not all can be
Yet try yes try
There’s only one way
The wand in my hand
As I cast the spell
That I’d ever been there
Now no one can tell

A magical trick
With tears in my eyes
Never will I repeat it
Again in my life
For every magic
Has a price to pay
& this one’s just

Brings tears to my eyes