Hearts at War

The same old saying they say
After love is gone
Nothing remains
Shall we prevail ?
Unleash the darkness within ?
Denounce it as unreal ?
Poisoned tears
Nothing heals
The pain he feels
Walk away ?
This is harder than they say
Easily sacrifice my life
But there are things I hold
More precious to me
For what is a life
But a moment passing by ?
Doesn’t everything start after we die?

Heart ache pain & Nothing more
Tell me how to fight this war
Even if all of our dreams were messed
We stay. Hold our ground
To God we’ll pray
Coz after all the wrong we’ve done
We still seek forgiveness
There’s nowhere to run

This confusion deep inside
Stemming from that other side
The root of all evil is you
You still in denial ?
There’s a penalty you’ll have to pay
One day may be
You’ll look back and say
Everything has a price
Wish I’d been more wise
If forgiveness is my path
I’d do anything to evade God’s wraith
For what else is more dear ?
Who else should we fear ?
If we chose not to be saved
What awaits us in the grave?

If all we want is nothing more
Show me how to end this war
All of our hopes have paved the way
For us to become what we don’t wanna be
We still stay hold our ground
To God we pray
Coz after all the wrong we’ve done
We still seek forgiveness
There’s nowhere to run

Within these endless hearts at war
Tell me paradise is behind which door
If all of our dreams fail in life
We still have forever
Its such a cheap price
If all we have to do is stay
A thousand years do nothing but pray
What is a decade or two in life
If what you really want is paradise?
I know it ain’t easy
I just criticize
But I really want to
Please God give me faith

Play Ground

Surely suddenly
I’m lost in intrigue
Faking my death is
The easiest trick
Desperately longing dawn
I seek out the one
Forever just seems
A little too long

Merry Go round
Take me from this town
I must’ve been dreaming
& dreams pull us down
Merry Go Round
Take me to the Crown
Within what is life
We stand all alone

This is what you’d hear
If thoughts had a sound
This is what you’d hear
Coz life is a play ground

The Prince of Pain

When you see the tears in their eyes
You’ll know he’s there
Apparent as light
No disguise
Just gaze at him
& the tears will fill your eyes

Hail for the prince
Hail for the prince of pain
Eternal he is
To try to be more or less
Acquainted with him
Would be a mere act of lunacy

A mortal he was one day
Believe me just human like you & me
But what his eyes have seen
He wished that blind he’d been

Hail for the prince
Hail for the prince of pain
On his throne
A life of his own was never meant to be
Hail for a life lost in vain
All is gone
Whats left is pain

As the years passed him by
He met the love of his life
But what do you expect from this young prince to be ?
He lost his love in a tragedy

Hail for the prince
Hail for the prince of pain
On his throne
A life of his own was never meant to be
Hail for a life lost in vain
All is gone
Whats left is pain

As the time passed him by
Watching humans collapse from pain
Minor to his grace
The man came to the graves
Tombstones of all his loved ones
Standing in his face
Joining them in death
Was a wish for him never to see
For he is the prince of pain

Eternally

Let it go

Love
There’s no such thing as love
Heaven lies above
I craved for what they call a normal life
Thats all
I shouldn’t have tried to be
The same as them
I’m me
So different in every way
Impossible they say
I’m normal I bleed
The pain is inside unseen
For every one has a dream
But only I it seems
Have screwed all up
This scene just keeps repeating
No matter how hard I keep deleting
You force my hand
To be this man
I don’t know him
I’m me no sin
For if u care enough
You’d know to leave
For when you love someone
You want him happy thats my belief
Even if its not with you
That is love, that is true
But selfishness just lurks inside
& step by step we all go blind
Forgetting all the words we said
The promises broken instead
& there’s a time when you do know
That its just best
To let it go

The End of all Seasons

We’re perfect but not together
Each on his own is better

Everything has a reason

Not some random excuse
We’re human beings
Not to be used

Is it happiness you seek ?
For a month or just a week?
In a moment passing by
No longer are you mine
Joy seems to embrace
Fragments which we often chase
Melodies we sung each time
Right now nothing seems to rhyme
Hold on tight we’re not divine
We’ve committed every crime
May be what we want the most
Isn’t what we should really chose
If we’d known back then
We would’ve avoided everything

Nothing makes sense anymore
Tears of joy or those we mourn?
Words won’t come out
When you’re sore
It seems easier to fight a war
If you’ve ever before mistaken
The worse ever is to feel forsaken
Saying sorry just won’t do
You’re never sure the words are true
There’s always a logical explanation
When we make every decision

But with love that ain’t the case
You just wanna embrace
Spring is when you first meet
The words flow slowly as you speak
Summer I’d say is the time
When the heat in your heart is like flame
Autumn is when its there
The signs of a premature fair well
Winter marks the end
Its so cold you’re no longer friends

Its the end of all seasons
Defying all logic & reasons
Love is just a word
Causing pain & hurt
Take chances fall in love
But the outcome is mostly tough
Good bye is just a word
Yet when we hear it
We know we’ve been hurt

Destined

Destined to Death
We will burn
All I can offer
Is life in return
Blurry images in my head
Feels as if I’m already dead
Sweet, Cynical,Suicide
Thats what life is
One hell ride
Face the truth of what you are
So you won’t have to run from it all
Stand & see
The consequences of what will be
Sin & then
Run away again & again
Don’t despair
I can smell the blood in the air

Never be the same

Love is lost
Life is gone in a hurricane
Tears won’t stop, no they won’t
feels like everything I’ve done
Is washed with the rain
Your affection was the goal to my plan
So what did I do when I lost it back then?

Shouted, Cried
Closed my eyes
Yes I prayed
Coz I knew once love hurt you
You’d never be the same

Shouted, Cried
Closed my eyes
Yes I ran in the rain
Coz I knew once love hurt you
You’d never be the same

Soakin wet
Lost the bet of my life in a day
Can’t believe that she left me
When I needin her this way
Broken heart in my chest
Wanna fix it but no way
Will the pain that it causes
Ever seem to part from me

Shouted, Cried
Closed my eyes
Yes I prayed
Coz I knew once love hurt you
You’d never be the same

Never be the same
Tricked ny a dame
The lesson you learned
Is to never love again